double booked
hm.. for the past few days.. till even now…. hmm.. this wat gonna happen if ure in b/w 2 nations…. groups…. collectives…. etc..
unfortunatelly enough u cant split urself so u wont missd nething… just haf 2 b smart enough to gain the most… T.T yet eventho all of them have positive and negatives in both side…but i understand dat i have to take ne responsibility of my own action…
hm.. wat a confusing world.. b/w 2 nations… which one i am… ‘konflik batin’ that’s wat ppl said… coz i can’t leave one of them.. yet i can’t be left by one of them… STUCK
in b/w 2 groups… well actually more~~~ its like my own body being streched… they can understand me.. but i don’t want to leave them.. but i don’t want to be left behind as well… all the news.. as one said that i can just reach for my own happiness.. but how can i find it without being in one of them. but if only one of them its not fair for the other…
in b/w ……. these times.. all decision have to be critically decided… hmm… this modern world.. all chaos.. if you pick one decision.. you might want to find out about the other.. and vice versa.. yet you can’t pick both… if you don’t pick nething…. you’ll regret by doing so…
August 27th, 2006 at 3:13 am
THere is always a solution, not to decide only in one of them,
I know n u know what I did,
It’s called “embracing the moments of ur life” ^_^
Don’t ever think about how weary u were,
Just think about how joyful u were with them,
And to think of many different communities as a means to complete each other,
There you’ll enjoy ur moments of happiness ^_^