in a good company
hm… before i meet neone else..i should be ok to walk, shop, do everything by myself…. that i don’t have the feeling of loneliness.. i have to admit.. eventho in some source said that i’m kinda a loner.. <but not a loser> 
i can feel the peacefulness and satisfy what i’m doing. i used to think that i should be ok doing nething by myself.
now i meet many friends, and after tasting how the groups go together, that we actually not grouping as friend, but more likely like family, that we wait altogether, we eat at the same time, joking around and having each other company, made big different. that now i tasted those feeling, made my other days without them empty.
i can’t keep being dependant on one group or even person. that what i was thinking earlier, but some case, i feel the urge to need them. which kinda an irony in life. that you cant jsut think about urself. but also the welfare of others.
it’s funne when people asking me why i’m going all by myself…. and perhaps the fact that i’m a girl.. i spose i am fine.. but not to them.. (well most of them..) i reckon i still need to find the answer, perhaps later on in my life…
