….missing you….
My dear
My love
My trully,
Today is a special day indeed, you know… in indo.. its hari pahlawan, in Aussi its remembrance day, in my heart… its your birthday~!!!
Happy birthday~!!! eventhough I can’t really say so, but I still remember this special day to you… do you know how I miss you so much… that I keep thinking about you, sometimes I also feel that you’re always watching over me.
Eventho I can’t hear you, I’m sure you can hear me…. it’s not fair…. (i think in my child-like) that you watch over me most the time, but I can’t see you except from the pictures and all the memories from the past.
well, I really hope to see you.. eventho just in my dream, please visit me and calm me down as sometimes I need you beside me.
you see, I’m in my 20s now~!!! my way is still long, this what I have done, half working and half studying, half open n close to all my friend… all my life.. you can see…. still, many rocks in my ways, but I know God will lead my way… isn’t this what you taught me? I can’t be too selfish, I hope I can fiddling out through my way…. surely… and I hope I can….
you will guide me and give hint won’t you?? well sposse this ‘curhat’ is to letting you know how I miss you so much…..
teach me to dance will you?? I know those passion… till now I can’t stop moving.. even in library where its spose to be quite n peacefull.. but perhaps this will brighten the day in the library… <oh how much I love those place>
well many things to remember, and I do remember you… how you taught me cha cha, jive, waltz…. that’s been kept into my heart… how you cried in the airport when I was about to start my life here, I wasn’t really sure why at that time, but now I feel it… I love you so much… its been 6 years…. and more… I still miss you….
and love you always….
