searching for the lost
hm.. lately… feelin mello.. perhaps been so homesick.. keep thinking about it all the time, but what will happen when what i’ve been waiting for, turn up so dissapointing? well i suppose thats the risk …. life in reality is not fully dreammy…
ive been trying to lookup wat lies in the past… when i recount back.. seem that time been lost for a while. i dunno seem that i got many silhouette.. and yet not many memoir i can call back, that’s life i sposse … (still trying to re-track what my youth like…)
just been lookin at the paper… life’s fragile. but also when you don’t risk your life, all will be dull. so which one shall i choose? to die happily or to keep peace and bit dull…`
atm.. drying of assignments… and yet so many temptation that just flick into my mind.. sigh… its hard to keep on track.. and yet time keep running away..
hopefully… ora et labora.. still in my mind as life is not that easy~