sleepless night
many nights that been left out without knowing, but the reason of knowing is such a diverse knowledge happen to be known. perhaps just my thought that been over-crowded for uni, work, fam-life, interview, assignment, social contacts, my other life.. think that it’s too much for me. yet i may just left this behind for more into a virtual world. oh my, what a disturbance~!!!
time seem never enough, but i can’t blame the time itself, as now more technology that made the communication and information became spatial, yet other intrigue information that unrelated to the purpose of studies pop up before the very hand of my consciousness of my purpose for a better purpose. = in other meaning —->bad me<—=
hopefully, with this full of loaded matter, i can go through all (or most of them) as far as i can go. i can’t give up, if this my own mistake. this will be my burden of a guilt. i have to wake up and fill myself with consciousness in this reality, and realise that even in virtual world, we may not be able to survive based on things
