~카 구 라 요 ~

yep.. so its like my odd days during this week… as i attached myself more into the local communities… so starting when i joined the group in my local church…  awesome ppl there.. that we rocked on.. n keep cool.. 

so next step was joining this youth group prayer.. n we have weekly meeting usually after sunday mass.. things normally done are like some songs in intro then followed by news, bible passage, prayer, reflective discussion etc.. n another singing~!!  the day end up with ride to maccas and have supper together~~ isn’t it lovely`~~ wat i luv most was the acceptance of the groups as they don’t mind who’s who coming to the group…

one of the topic i learned that impressed me the most was christian love. through there i learned that giving any kind of acts of love really made different both to the givers and to accepters…  well.. atm i feel in love to all the people.. and try to be open n accept whoever i see.

i guess different culture have different way of interpreting love. in this neighbourhood, i feel that they’re so open from one to another.. and i reckon they just keep cool…  ie. one nite.. we spose to have somekind of training.. and missd it out~~ T.T so.. as we didn’t have nething planned… one of friend just calld up another friend.. n see wat’s been happening.. n we end up going to friend’s friends’ place… (which.. i totaly don’t know this person) <– but they’re just cool about it.. and i thought i feel strange in a stranger house..  but when i got there.. it was just normal and i enjoyed my time with them~!!! freakin’ awesome n random~~ ^^ (you don’t normally visit other ppl randomly do u??)

so yahh..  i feel blessed when i know my friend in this community… i wish i can do the same.. but i reckon.. as newbie.. i need more experience.. n i should give my hands on..

this is why i love my hometown`~~  i wish that i knew it before.. but i reckon its still not too late.. 

hmm.. it’s onli few weeks, n yet i miss it so much.. (isn’t it annoyin?) well, i guess after 5 yrs without failing of turning up every week, and now after few weeks not going there.. really made difference…

i hope that as time goes by, i can be much more serious.. (haha.. i wish..) well kinda hard if i keep thinking of doing uni n work at same time.. all the time.. <– argh~!!! life never been easy..

but at least last semester i can pass some subjects hohoho.. well at least this gave me encouragement so i can do it again (n again n again…)

spose… 6 weeks never been enough.. haha.. bumming this past days.. really made me feel like zombie… i reckon.. bak to study, work, skate, and nething else..  i can’t keep myself sleeping in the morning n wake up afternoon (<–gahh.. soo embarassing) soo this would be my new semester resolution`!!! i relli have to promise that yaa??

mood = need more money`!!! haha.. wishin ppl got sick.. so that i can work more (evil laugh ;p )